journal
1/28/12
i want to learn from this and not make another mistake
something inhabited is not there to take
there is no such thing as zion
that is what you heard me say
it is all a facade and taxes we should not have to pay
the right of return is not about religion but it is just more bankers to obey
genocide to reconcile genoside wll not take away the pain
if we celebrated the same holidays would you look at me the same?
there is no such thing as zion
that is what they heard me say
they want to blow my brain out because it just gets in their way
dismemberment is messy
and there are so many american bullets already made
i am not feeling luckey but i am not really afraid
i just do not want to make another mistake
as the smiles fades off my face, i am still as the earth shakes…..
9/2011
i have the right to know when i am not feeding myself poison.
1/2011
Some where in an armored tower
I found my dead, red cell phone…
i want to make my own bullet proff halter top that fits me so i do not have to stay so quiet all of the time…
5/24/11
he is a cold mother fucker
it is a crule, crule world
can you live forever frozen underneath the sun?
dry up all your tears honey, the beginning has begun
5/8/11
momma did you bring me silver, momma did you bring me gold?
what did you bring me moamma to keep me from the gallows pole?
daddy did you bring me silver ?daddy did you bring me gold?
what did you bring me daddy to keep me from the gallows pole?
dancing down dr. gallo’s pole, swinging down dr. gallo’s pole
brother did you coal? brother did you bring los sol?
what have you brought to save us from this shifting pole?
3/8/06
he is like a red wood tree long and lean
i wish i could say what i mean
he is like a red wood tree lean and long when he goes back to California i will just write more songs
4/24/11
I do not want this to be just about me and you It is about your god and our country too it is about this false sense of freedom i have to abuse The façade is that democracy is a tool that can be used If I let go, it seems that I only have faceless slaves to lose I am not sure if the trade was a choice I had to choose It all feels red and there is not any blue There and soo many stars "waiting " to be new So when you die your population controlled death , You already know that you are leaving me in this mess I should probloby do more if not my best To make sure that my children do not die with the rest
3/31/11
the out skirts of Roanoke:
mr. lynch after you they named your town
mr. lynch you still have my head on the ground
mr. lynch i have been fooling around
i have learned to come down with out making a sound
mr. lynch my issues with conformity are profound
mr. lynch the bankers own the crown
mr. lynch your history does not make me proud
mr. lynch i only take what i am allowed
mr. lynch you have helped the bankers control the crowd
mr. lynch i am comming down…
1/11/11
i do not think anybody is as bomb as me
and i do not think anybody can make bombs but me
and i do not think that anybody can sell bombs but me
and i do not think anybody can use my bombs but me
and they might tear me a part….
one of the nukes could actually go off because that is why we made them
12/22/10
cia funded the taliban
supply demand
do you think the civil war that brought us here has kept us strangers?
do you think being strangers has kept us both alive?
I am never bored
and I am always in danger
do you really want to be involved in my life?
11/22/10
frick a frack frick a frac frick
prick
how many peppers did they make you pick?
frick a frack frick a frack a frick
mic mic spic
what color water do you drink?
11/19/10
littel baby poo poo
went hopping through the forest
picking out field agents and boping them on the head
boping them on the head
11/11/10
the short highway out of new hampshire leads into the big dig,
didg dug
10/12/10
25 $ a day how many people did they make you kill today?
there is nothing that you can buy that i would not give away…
10\14/10
a mass grave does not always have a hearse
9/20′s/10
there is no 3rd wedding party
just a third cup of coffee
there is no asylum or amnesty
and no such thing as anarchy
people who keep slaves will never be free
you can be who you want to be
9/20′s/10
he ain’t gonna be in new york when i get back
he ain’t gonna be in new york when i get back
i can’t help thinking about
what we could of had
i know the next girl you go though
will have something that i lack
he an’t gonna be in new york when i get back
new york is no place to take a nap
it burns
dirty, loud and fast….
something like that would never last
new york is no place to take a nap
there an’t no good reason to change the past
sometimes it is fun to do math
there is more than one way to interpret the facts
i just wish i could appreciate what i have
there is no reason to change the past
new york is a good place for a snack
all of this southern food is making me fat
fluoride and sewage spewing from the tap
i can not see straight enough to re draw the map
new york is a good place for a snack
new york will still be there when i get back
i am tired of arguing about the attack
the truth will relabel the past
8/20s/10
i wish i did not say anything at all….
6/20′s/10
he is not a Marine.
he is not in the air force
he is not in the army
he is not in the Navy
his labour has been out sourced to a privet company
do you think your company will bury you a stranger?
do you think your company will bring you home alive?
you got bored with a taste for danger
but do you you really want to be involved in that fight?
What kind of good have you found in Texas
that you could bring to Afghanistan?
is it all about a job and little bit of money?
you are just a pawn in a billionaires plan
chemical war fare only leads to uninhabitable land
the cia funded the taliban
the same occupation, a different line in the sand
11/12/09
i am mine
i am yours
we are ours
and the hours
just pass by
11/14/09
I want to be your girl
o, honey some of the time
i don’t need no pearls
i just want to have a good time
i just want to be happy for the rest of my life
no, i can’t give you my life
because my life is mine to live
no, I can’t give you the world
because the world is not mine to give
I know that i am selfish
and I know that my name ain’t bitch\
i know i am
i know i can
11/16/09:
it seems odd that nations that earned their freedom by liberating themselves from an oppressor
would remain in debt to the oppressor
I would think that they would be owed reparations
11/20/09
It was raining this morning and so i wore my bathing suit to work. That way, I am ready if a flood were to occupy the power plant and divide Broadway st. I can imagine it. Nasty water. Frigid water, mixed with raw sewage, swimming rats and jelly fish preying on baby flesh. I am going to be ready. 2040..
11/23/09 :
Color studies, frGMENTED and frustrated:
Beer:
wand after laberinth:n
11/23/09
I asked him if he was drafted and he said that he was. Then he said that he was one of the last people to be drafted in that war and he asked me if I had anything to say about that. I didn’t, I just got up and put more glitter on.
11/23/09:
5 minutes before the five minute break a mr mr ta said
that flesh was the color of the wood below the stairs
and i asked whose flesh?
and he said what 3 times
until he heard what i said but he did not under stand
mayb i should have asked him whose wood,
arbol tiene vida, vida tiene arbol
11/24/09:
the light above my head today :
11/25/09
it has become apparent to me that my muscles remember things that my mind will never remember
11/26/09
11/30/09
12/2/09 :
12/04/09
fight, fight fight for your mind
try to remember,
through manipulated time
12/8/09
somewhere, in a dorm room
that uni bomber use to live in
sits an adviser patently waiting
for lunch
12/22/09
the trophy I never won is
the trophy i will become
you can occupy the land
but you have not occupied the sun
all the privilege I have seen
has come from somebodies else s gun
12/28/09
1/5/10:
1/9/09
the ghetto smells like dead rats and new babies
1/14/10
i do not want to go to st. louis
but it is a stop along the way
i do not want to go st. louis and no I am not going to stay
hope my babies do not cry because they ain’t seen their daddy for days
i do not want to go to st. louis
but momas got bills to pay
1/19/09
i am awake and i am afraid
up on stage, he looks great
only count the good days
and hope that it is not too late
but it is
because he is already in a grave
my mistake was to wait,
they systematically eliminated somebody else that was created
to love
1/28/09
wrote the chourus after playing in the tunnel last night:
he has been systematically eliminated
it is not really that complicated
systematically eliminated
genocide is celebrated
2/18/10:
she is a prisoner in her own body
suddenly I wanted to remember
everything that happened
i don’ now if things change time or if time changes things
maybe things just change
2/20/10
while i was at the house with the pool
he threw out half of my shoes
it is not worthy of the news
but he threw out half of my shoes
2/28/09
drowning in my own fluids,
lungs heavy with smoke and smog
5/6/10 :
i went from nh to AZ and then back to nh and i discovered that the it is not just the boarder that is littered in bodies the reservations are pretty cluttered too…
6/20′s/10
he is not a Marine.
he is not in the air force
he is not in the army
he is not in the Navy
his labour has been out sourced to a privet company
do you think your company will burry you a stranger?
do you think your company will bring you home alive?
you got bored with a taste for danger
but do you you really want to be involved in that fight?
What find of good have you found in Texas that you could bring to Afghanistan
is it all about a job and little bit of money
you are just a pawn in a billionaires plan
chemical war fare only leads to uninhabitable land
the cia funded the taliban
the same occupation, a different line in the sand
8/20s/10
i wish i did not say anything at all….
9/20′s/10
he an’t gonnA be in new york when i get back
he an’t gonna be in new york when i get back
