newer short plays
moom:
mo: i need to lose 10-20 lbs
om: do you? are you not happy with the way that you are?\\
mo: ow could I be when every things in indoctrinates me to hate my own image?
om: why do you let them?
mo: because wamerican women still make less than an american man
om: love knows no boarders\
mo: my love knows the barrel of a gun
om: that is why the american ideal of a woman is so small
mo: why?
om: so that she can be easily dominated, violated and controlled
mo: in a physical sense?
om: yes, the concept of thin being in has to do with a female that tries to keep her self as thin and small as
possible so that she can be controlled
mo: controlled by who?
om: if i were in prison i would try to lift weights until i were stronger than something than i am aafraid of.
mo: perhaps being a little to big is why they wanted to put you away in the first place
om: do not moan about the fashion police
mo: and neither one of us has an identity
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\grey water marter
Trig: I am sorry my mom is such a control freak bout every thing
Al: hey the only power I answer to is to thy heavenly father
Trg: o, if that works for you…
Al: why would it not work for you?
Trig: are you asking me a question or telling me your answer?
Al: well what other answer is there?
Trig: well, you might not want to know what I think, I an’t the one paying you
Al: well try me
Trig: I do not like the feeling I get around Christians that think that I am a leser being because I am going to to hell because
I believe differently than they do.. I do not believe in hell and so the hell that you
put me in does not exist for me…
Al: well what does exsist for you?
Trig: the toilet flushing right… it would be nice to be able to re-use my grey water…
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Fall all crawl shawl
all: what difference do you make? I am in favor of a Parents right to choose but I would not have an abortion unless I was raped
Fall: well who decides weather or not you were raped?
All: why would it not be me?
Fall: because your statistics are stacked against you
Call: you do not decide if you were raped a jury of your peers decides if you were raped… you can only make a suggestion out loud …
All: I guess it does not matter to me because it never happened to me
Fall: a ya something like that… like you do not think you would have an abortion but it is ok that some one else might/?
All: yes, I think I would prefere it if a woman could make up hr own mind with out her so called friends messing her all up
….but I do not think that anyone should force a person to have an abortion for any reason .. I think often times people forget that eugenic and force sterilizations happened and are still happening today
Fall; I like to think that people do not know what is happening in thier own countries and that is why they do not care..
All: do you think that it would be better to be killed violently and quickly or to be slowly poised ….dieing painfully and slowly ?
Fall: I guess I choose painful and slow.. I guess because I had to choose
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galley girl:
twirl: you look tricked out
girl: what does that mean?
twirl: you know what that means
girl: o, it just that my body has changed so much since i have had kids, my old clothes fit but differently
twirl: is that right? i know a ho when i see one
girl: ya, i mean i do not have anything against prostitutes. I mean one less family off welfare is one less family off welfare
twirl: is that right? Is that where you are?
girl: no, i am model sure i am naked most of the time but that makes me different than a prostitute not better then one
twirl: are yu triping?
girl: sometimes, not all of the time, i mean i have been a maid but i don’t ever want to be a maid again
twirl: what does that have to do with anything
girl: well it has something to do with class and gender but i think it might be about social stereo types or just the stereo on
m : some people might say that if you dress like that, you are inviting that kind of trouble into your life. If you go around letting people put pictures of you in your under wear in the newspaper you asking for aqll sorts of trouble.
girl: i am still alive, I think prostitution should be legal depending on who collect the taxes. Some prostitutes are organized business people who are self sufficient.I have no problem with someone trying to survive underneath capitalism. That is not always the case.
twirl: o it is not?
girl: no, most of the time a prostitute is beholden to a pimp that uses drugs and violence to keep her working for him and she does not get to control her own money or market value. Some of them are down right enslaved and trafficked from other countries or to other contries. Some are born into the position and it is hard to get out.
twirl: do you care hwat jesus thinks?
girl: not really i kind of hope that he does not come back to earth. I hope that he stays away forever
twirl: you too busy gettin busy to look busy?
girl: i am always busy. I do not think i am better than a maid or a prostitute or anyone on welfare, I am just different
m: she is still tripping over jesus
twirl: I better go before i knock you on your ass
m: than you for comming
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40 acres and you :
keith : what were you thinking? I can see that you are thinking
thief: ya, i do that a lot
keith: i know that you do, i mean what do you think about my about my proposal
thief: i want to go west,where land is cheap
keith: there is always a cost for cheap
thief : i know but i figure everyone has been raped by now, if i take a little for my self, i will grow my own food and build a sustainable house
keith: word, do you want me to go with you?
thief: sort of, I mean if you think you can contribute something to the project you are welcome to come – i think that i want you to come
keith: would you miss me if i were gone?
thief: ya, something tells me that i would miss you
keith: i am glad to hear that
thief: ya, i am happy that you are happy
keith: how? And you expect me to go west with you?
thief: we could drive a truck
keith: you say that like you can go anywhere
thief: ya, i still do think that i am able to go anywhere i want, if if it were mine
keith so now you believe in ownership?
thief: no, but i am tired
keith : can’t you sleep when you work?
thief: that is not sleeping believe me it is not safe to sleep
keith: do you want me to protect you?
thief: i do not know what i want\
keith: now you say you want anchorage?
thief: ya, maybe 20 acres i do not need 40 acress there are too many people for that
keith: how many acres do you have now?
thief: five
keith: o, so now you have found pride in ownership?
thief: i do not know, own or be owned right?
keith: do you really want to know why i am hesitant about moving to Montana or Idaho or some other stolen place like that?
thief: ya, i think i do
keith: because a black man can not just move anywhere like that. Don’t you see?
thief: well i guess the kkk would care about us. I think we would could be stronger than them by now.
keith: i know you do, that is why i am here.
thief: you would rather be warm than cold?
keith: warm, i would.
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julli as a model:
model; you know guys always think it is ideal to date a mode but they do not know really know what it entails
juli : tell me about it
model: i mean we get paid to keep up our appearance and that is a full time job
juli: really?
model: i mean all the clothes and the shopping and the buying is part of the business
juli: oo my collection
model: and shaving and bathing and craving galore
julli: o the color of my kitchen floor
model : ya, you did a good job with that
julli: thank you
model: and then they get m ad when people look at (you) in public like they can see what you do
and i am used to that bbut he hates it when people look at me
julli: mine likes to dance in a loin cloth
model: cool
julli: he is a mad drunk /?
model: i do not know, existing as a model is a full time job and some guys can’t handle that
julli : is it?
model: ya, i have to look in the mirror because people pay me to so that they can look at me
julli: sometimes i do not want to be looked at
model: i do not mind so much it is the stalkers that you have have to weary of
julli: i have had the same land lord for 13 years
model : i have to move round as to not be found
julli : i am glad that you are close to me now
model; they want to date a beautiful model and then they can’t handle how self centered i am, i am self centered because i have to be to survive
julli: there is mold in the closet
model :and then they just want to kill because because other people look at me all they time and i can not under stand why?
julli: it is because you are so self centered
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Studnt: do you ever listn to music when you model?
Jamm I know a man that does, he brings his own had phones, I guess it keeps his mind from leaving him but I don’t . sometimes I talk to who ever is in the room sometimes I talk to my self
sometimes I grove to the music in my head
and sometimes I just rember
en: you remember me
Jamm: when I , said that I wanted to see other people I ment that I did not want you to wait for me, I just wanted you to be happy
en: you think talking to me now in your head is going to change anything? You can’t change the past by sitting still naked. And I know that you are cold
Jamm : if I was not still I would be in cage like you.
Or mayb not
maybe they would have already put my ass in solitary confinement, I might be cold but ..
en: but what? Part of my life is here part of my life is out side do you feel free when you look in your refrigerator?
Jamm: I am quiet about power. These days it is safer to be quiet. You were a good part of my life. I gave my virginity to you willingly and openly not every one can say that.
en: what do you want me to say to you? What do you want me to say? Surrounded by men
I got people that visit me and you are not one of them, the part of you that makes money knows that I am really in your head.
this is just a chat , do not make it into some romantic thing
Jamm: I like romantic things, it is easier than sleeping
en: it is not always safe to sleep, that’s why you sleep with your shoes on
Jamm: do you sleep with yout shoes on?
en: you would have to ask me your self, not some fantasy of me that keeps you from going completely crazy
Jamm: you are hard to find
en: and I am the one in A cage
Jamm: I guess we could both be in a cage but I do not think that would make a difference
en: I think in here I am suppose to change
Jamm: hmm, change ….they say after you are assaulted you more likely to be assaulted again, like it becomes a pattern , cute prep school boy like you
en: in a cage, perhaps this is your fantasy, me in a cage
Jamm: no more than I would prefer to be in the cage, I think sexual assault has to do with psychological warfare
en: Nazis
Jamm: ya,and before the Nazis – they try to brake you down
en: how should I be rehabilitated? Is that a fucked up question?
Jamm: there should not be any fucked questions
Studt: what id the? You just said there shouldn’t be any fuckd up questions.
Jamm: I did bit mean to say that out loud, I am sorry – I AM going to take a quick break and stretch
Class: stitch away
en: remember I am not really here, I am just a memory because you hard I was in jail
Jamm: sometimes I remember a lot of things
en: you said you wantd to be with girls
Jamm: be a girl when I was a girl, man, girls can’t knock you up or around ( most of the time) they can’t give you diseases as easily and you can share close
en: you still got an eye for the ladies that is not going to change
Jamm: no, it is not. I wish men could be more open with them selves about their bi sexuality
en: is it suppose to change me?
Jamm: you there in your dark corner after lunch, me up in the middle of the night, thinking about how nice it was to give my virginity to someone I liked, I want to hold on to that
en: than maybe you should have made a better effort not to fool around with my friends
Jamm: I only did that because I wanted to get close to you , closer than you could get to them
en: a blow job does not help you get closer to anyone,
Ok, maybe it depends on who you ask
Jamm: ya, I just wanted you to notice me again, I am sorry I did not have the guts just to tell you how much I wanted to be close to you
en; what the hell does that mean, I do not need to be a victim
Jamm: no, you re just a mother fucking prisoner of war
en: I never enlisted in any army
Jamm: we were born into it, the cia pushes drugs because it needs to fed it’s black budget
en; you would not have been a good mother at 15 and i would not be a good father now in CAGE
jmm; ya, i know but maybe you would not be in cage
en; what ever
jmm : well what i mean is my cousin Liandra had a baby when she was 16.Her parents hired a nanny and maid and she went to law school and then remarried our senior year and i fell down and drank to much and i did not have a date. I do not get back to Laredo as much as i want
en: did you want me to be yyour date? Is that why I am in your head
jmm: I think you would have been a better date than no date at all
en: what if I do not really want to talk to you now or then
jmm: then why deal with the risk to my health that an abortion would be
en: you like to think about you with rolling around with other prep school dorm girls?
jmm: it was more fun than getting pregnant
en: you got up at assembly and asked for free condoms
jmm: its not like ii could just go to a doctor
en: i did not want to be your dealer
jmm: girls wwere soft and moody, i am cold
en: you do not know what state aai am in
jmm: no, that was part of why i got a piece of your friends
en: o why
jmm: because you were to afraid of getting a peace for yourself
en: so now you think i am sombodyeleses piece in here
jmm: i think it is a form of conditioning, rape as a reform technique. Or just torchor.
en: what if i do not want to see you anymore
jmm: i knew that was comming thats why i said that we should see other people to save you the trouble
en: o, does this / that make you feel better about your self?
jmm: maybe
en: dose the reform techniques help you to feel better about myself?
jmm: i did not mean i did not want to be with you, i just wanted you to feel free when you were young
en: in five years i will not be young anymore
jmm: i wanted to tell you that i never could tell you
en: i might not want to hear that
jmm: i did not smoke the other night and i had a dream of you
en: thats not my fault that i am in your dreams
jmm:and now i can;t sleep and i need to talk to you
en: this is not really me, i sm in prison , your mind is not a cage
jmm: so i remeber bits and pieces of you , encounters with you when we were young
en: you think because i am in a cage i am vulnerable to conditioning
jmm: if someone is manically trying to condition you
en: do you think i did anything wroung?
jmm: no, you just a solider and not war lord
en: you want to talk about the war ?
jmm: it helps pass the time
en: i do not want to talk about time
jmm: i think the drugs should be legal and sometimes I miss you
en: you feeling sorry will not end the war
jmm: no that would require dismanteling the cia
en: o?
jmm: the cia imports and controls the drug market
en: why? why imprison large parts of the population if theey are pushing the stuff?
jmm: they need money
en: is that congressees job?
jmm: it is a black budget to fund militaristic programs that are clasified.
en: i do not want to talk about time
jmm: m, i think if they legalize drugs and grow what they can domestically then the people could demand that they open the books and exsaime some of the projects that bloody drug money has paid for
en: i do not want to think about time
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c & b :
moving all around:
c: i do not think it is all misogyny
b: o ?
c: ya, I think thee idea of misogyny does not exists for everyone
b: you think that i would rather be lonely?
c: you are not lonely now are you?
b: i do not know and i am not sure i want you to know
c: some of it has to do with revolutionary ideology
b: you want me to know and that is why you are telling me
c: ya so you do not feel hurt later. i want you to understand
b; what if there is no later for us?
c; i will miss you but i will live
b; o then why bother?
c; i do not know, i just want to explain it to you so that you understand
b; i, you can put words in my mouth and i will listen
c; because, usually, i do not get to say anything at all
b; is this about a role?
c: well, during the mexican revolution, poncho villa used to pass threw small villages raising his army. Usually a man did not have a choice to join an army they would kill him
or they would kill his family in front of him
b: that was about men fighting
c: i do not know, but if a man was young enough he could find another woman
and start over
but it would not just be one woman any more
it would be as many woman as he could take or make
and he would spread his seed around
so that one damn bastard could not come and kill his whole family in front of him
because his family was every where
weather they wanted to be or not
b: is this still about the minds of men?
c: women have been fighting wars also and no damn bastard is going to kill my family in front of me to fight a war funded by a common source
b: so you do not want to put all your eggs in one basket because you are afraid of the revolution murdering your family?
c: you asked the question and I think it might take me some time to answer
b: it is easy to have a conversation in your mind/?
c; ya,most of time, I am thinking about you these days and I do not know why but, if i do not get to see you,
i enjoyd the time that i spent with you while it was happening
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s:
at: you would rather masterbate then work?
ta: ya i would
at: is that why you do not have a job?
ta: that could be a reason
at: is that what happened to america? everyone desided to just find a place to mastbate?
ta; ya. mabe
at: is it selfish to masturbate when slavery exists in the world?
ta: i think, if not then there would be more people in the world >?
at: desire is not always for procreation, i try to limit myself to masturbating o once a day
ta: i think male sterilization is an effected form of birth control
at: why do that to another human being?
ta: not is a medical thug that seems to be effective
at; o
ta: it could be A choice
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